best things that words cannot be describe :)

yesterday was awesome.
but somehow i was lack of money yesterday. luckily got mia borrow me. :D
i will pay you asap! X)
i bought a singlet. but i still love the sungei wang wan.. so.. i going to buy it next holiday :D
yesterday was totally nice day..
thanks uzair :3 buy the panda for me.. i will appreciate it..
really love it.. thank you..


yesterday was kinda creepy also..
mcd was totally cold like hell..
and he's beside me.. but the feeling is not like last time already.. maybe because of something.
but i was glad because he's accompany beside me..
really do appreciate the moment when he's beside me..


but seriously..
don't propose to me ok? even you like me..
i'm not as good as what you think..
i'm evil :D
yesterday was... kinda? weird???
dylan called me and propose to me.. (not Wong Dee Lern!!!)
but... rejected.. i know age is not problem..
but.. really cannot larrr~~~
go find others that better than me wan laa..
i really not a good girl.. you will regret when you be with me :)
ps : me n him talk at phone for 1 hour ++ -.- wth????


somehow i must be strong. i think i can.. but i will.. 
but i still do love him.. how about him? 
sunday he call me.. and... din't call me again.. really do miss him :[
suan le ba.. night will update my blog!!!


*bout karaoke!!!!! :D*


out now! prepare leng leng go gai gai lurrr ~~~~ :D

压力..伤心..悲伤..心痛..后悔..

LOL...
not a really nice day :[


life sucks. and i will never do that again. -.-


昨天志宾打来给我
开心..可是我哭了..
我没想到他还会打来给我..
可是，我伤心...
应为我们没有在一起了...
心痛心痛...伤心伤心...
我什么都不能做...
his gentle voice... i miss it.. but i just get myself to talk to him for 2 minutes only..
miss him so badly...


黄志宾，我还爱着你..
没有想过要放开你...可是，你离开了我..
我只好让你走...
我真的很爱你...
无法控制自己...
我真的很爱很爱你...
you're irreplaceable.. :[

不可爱的五月 :(

本小姐回来了 :)
虽然这几天很不开心，可是有你们陪在我身边... 我好很多了..
谢谢你们 :D
没有那么寂寞了... 谢谢你们 :)
这个月，真的不好玩...
很多人都分手了...
不好玩...


谢谢某某人一直陪在我身边...
可是，跟他信息.. 会想起我和那个‘他’的回忆...
为什么我会那么难忘记他...
为什么你要说不要在等你了...
那么突然...我要怎样的面对这件事啊...
分手之前，你真的还好好的...
会关心我... 会说爱我...
但只是淡淡地两个小时...
你就突然信息我说要分手...
如果你早就想要跟我分手，为什么你不对我冷一点...
让我知道，让我有心理准备...
你会离开我...
我问你... 你在烦什么... 烦到要跟我分手...
你只说，不想连累我... 
你会连累到我什么啊... 
真不明白...
算了... 
不要想了... 也不想在问了...




muimui sure more sad than me baa..
almost one year relation.. + phone stolen by those useless people..
all gone.. sure hard to accept this fact de..
mui, be strong baa :) 
hurt now better than hurt later.. maybe gua.. x.X
but the phone lost jor.. RM800 fly away nia.. x.X
summore new phone.. damn those people who curi her phone.. -.-


sometimes,
its true that we cannot live without the someone...
very suffer...
suddenly without him beside you..
but what can we do,
girls, must be strong.. 
不要为了一棵树，放弃了怎个森林...
our journey still very long.. as what my mum and those teachers always say -.-
study comes first.. :)
*flirt used to release stress XD*
ok laa ok laa.. -.- dun wan play play laa..
SPM this year.. i will study hard :)




holiday... 钱不够用啊 -.-
星期一..二..都要用钱 -.-
我哪里找钱来出去啊..
蛋蛋的礼物...
唱k...全部全部...
下个礼拜...跟慧思他们去吃 shabu one 和看电影...
很希望可以去做工...
我就有钱了!!! X(
钱啊钱啊钱啊 ~~~~~ TT.TT

梁靜茹-會呼吸的痛MV

这个礼拜...

24052011 ..
是我跟他分手的那一天..十二点五十二份早上..
分手之前,他还好好的.. 感觉得到我很幸福..
突然，只是一封信息.. 我们就分手了..
本来,我没事的..很坚强..我没哭..
可是,感觉到很辛苦..你突然就离开我的身边了..
可是我还是坚强下去.. 但我还是哭了..






25052011
某某人找回我聊天..
也没什么心情要跟他聊天..
可是慢慢聊.. 心情好了一点点..


26052011
今天没什么事发生..
只是还很想念那个‘他’..
很痛苦啊~~~


27052011
今天的我.. 感觉到有点幸福了..
原来分手后,我才知道..那么多人喜欢我..
对不起..我还很难放下那个‘他’...
今天，我看到 mia post 了一手歌..
会呼吸的痛.. 
我突然记起.. 我们的承诺..
我记得，你答应我.. 
要陪我去走走..
陪我一起拍照..
陪我一起聊天..
陪我去买新衣..
当我感觉到闷的时候,你会来陪我..
但是,所有的一切..都没了..
你离开我了..不会在回来了..
你叫我不要等你..我都不懂要怎么办..
感觉到很辛苦..我哭了..第二次为你而哭..
这次的心好痛..比上次还痛..
伤心 ...


"我发誓不再说谎了　多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了　灵魂像飘浮著　你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候　陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳　怕心被人触碰　你回来那就好了
能重来那就好了"


欣欣

半情歌

花 接受凋零
風 接受追尋
心的傷還有一些不要緊
我接受你的決定

你將會被誰抱緊
唱什麼歌哄他開心
我想著天空什麼時候會放晴
地球不曾為誰停一停

你的明天有多快樂不是我的
我們的愛是唱一半的歌
時間把習慣換了
傷口癒合
也撤銷我再想你的資格

你的祝福 一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人殘念的總是未完成的
我只能唱著一半的歌

我的明天快不快樂都是我的
我們的愛是唱一半的歌
時間把習慣換了
傷口癒合
也撤銷我再想你的資格

你的祝福 一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人殘念的總是未完成的
另一半的歌 

what would you do?

if one day i die, what would you react?
if one day, i won't wake up again. would you miss me?
if one day, my house are having funeral. and the people pass away which is me, what would you do?
would you shed a tears for me?
would you miss me when you listen the song that i love?
would you say i love you infront of my corpse although you're not my boyfriend?
will you ask me to wake up although i'm dead?
will you come to my funeral?




LOL.. I'm asking the certain people. its okey if no answer. can just post for fun.

appology~

somehow, sorry to the certain peoples that just broke up.
and i'm still post something.. err.. not sure..
nowadays i was in the love drunk.. :D
haha.. every time when i think of him, i will automaticly smile :)
don't know why.. sotplug jor guaa.. x.X
well..i don't know what will happen to me in the future.. but i will appreciate every moment with him now :)


well..
attitude destroy you.
well.. listen to me.. please change yourself to be better.
to be honest, your attitude is kind of.. worst?
ok laa ok laa.. sorry.
but.. if you feel yourself having a bad attitude, just change ba.. thats all what i want to say. 


aiyaa.. still want to say..
不要因为一棵树，就放弃了整个森林..
try to forget him. since he doesn't love you anymore. 
stop staying in the dream. its time to wake up.
you won't be so hurt anyways.
time will pass and you will get better soon.


money money money.. lack of money nowadays..
who will be my ATM card?? XD
joking anyways. i don't really want to use other peoples money no matter how poor am I..
hehehehehehe.....


exam.. monday..tuesday..wednesday..thursday.. and I"M FREEE!!!!!!! :D yay! yay! yay!!!

coffee and milk :)

coffee is needed to wake up your day. 
milk is needed to have a nice sleep.
i need you to get my life more cheerful.
questions around you is because i caring you.
sometimes i din't ask you is because i scare you will say i'm annoying.
i wish that i could see your message every time i touch the phone.
because i miss you.
when you late reply my message, i will worry.
sometimes i was wondering, what are you doing?
but i'm scare to ask you.
i don't know why.
somehow i was wishing that you will end your job faster at there.
but i scare you'll tired, so i tell you to do it slowly.
i love the way you call me 老婆..
whenever i boring, or sleep late, 
you will also accompany me. i'm sorry dear.
sometimes when chat with me, you will feel boring.
but i really don't know what to talk.
really sorry.
although i don't know what will happen in the future, but i hope you will be the last one. :)
黄志宾，我爱你 :)




紫欣 :3

damn you guys! X)

i wonder what happen to humanssss nowadays?
i hate those people thinking something stupid.. i'm talking honestly by the way..
just because of the couples no topic to talk, then the break up can solve everything?
damn you. every problem can solve if you talk honestly to your partners..


if you have problems just share it.. everyday emo emo emo for what ??
emo can solve the problem? the god of emo will take away the problems from your brain??
no right?? just stop emo and share it out your problems to the prople you trusted..
emo is one of the way you're trying to escape from the problem.


if you still love her/him why you let him/her go?? 
you're just playing fool around there..
if you really want to play please don't play when exam season.. 
you're ruin people's mood to study..
i really hate nowadays people..
choose a wrong date to end the relationship..
damn it.. -.-
see already also eyes pain.. 
they will just hurt themself more..


to the certain someone,
after you talk something to me this morning,
i don't really agree what you want to do.
no matter what happen,
i will still not agree.
because you're still young.
don't just because of the small case go and make it big.
doesn't worth it.
you're just ruin your life.
you want to sue him?
so what? he din't do anything to you before how you want to sue him?
any prove? cheating in the court that he got do before but actually not?
you will get punishment if you cheating in the court..
don't you think all the things before you do it?
please laa.. just let it go..
if he really love other girl.. just let it be laa..
for what you want to care..???
you don't love him anymore right?? or you very love him and go break his relation to other girls??
doesn't worth it anyways..
so just let it go.. don't do anything.. this is my advise..
really doesn't worth it..
if you really cannot.. still want to do.. still want him to pay back your pain..
get a better one.. get a better guy.. and get flying colours in your exam..
i hope you know what i mean..


dear dear today sotplug jor.. don't have rest.. work until night..
not tired mehh :( later reach home sure the sound very tired wann.. 
i hope me and him de relationship will last longer.. although i don't know the dream will come true or not..
i hope he is the last one. :)


SEJARAH :D
OMGosh.. i love you.. please do get me into the A+ level.. 
gonna to be study hard..... i mean.. study SMART !! :D
good luck anyways!!


( to the certain people.. maybe you'll read my blog then will angry at me.. but i really talking the truth.. mm song me?? just tell me :D )

exam :)

i din't see any stars tonight..
maybe all hide jorr..
because they see all my friends got relationship problem..
perhaps..
but, i still hope there will be a brighter day after today..
i hope they won't give up..
find a better partner..
as what chinese everytime say,
不要因为一棵树，就放弃了整个森林..
there is always a good boy around you..
just, there are many bad girls that going to take away from you only..
don't give up..
if they really love you.. they will be there for you..
if they don't love you.. just throw them into the rubbish bin.. :)


exam season..
but because of those problem..
it effects them in their result..
they really don't know how to find times and bring this kind of problem come out..
stupid..
if you really scare relationship will effect your exam result, just don't couple laa -.-
why you want to get yourself in the trouble and couple with boy/girl..?
dosen't worth it..
(ps : i'm not talking to certain people.. i'm talking to all people.. please dun perasan :D)


the sky din't cry today :)
nice day today..
but i don't know why today feel so cold..
so... nvrm..


i don't know why when i see my friend one by one break up jor..
my heart feel so pain.. maybe i've been through that kind of feeling before ba..
feel so sorry by the way..
but.. but.. you all still got me!!!!! :D ( dun care my boyfriend?? o.O )
ha.... hahaha... ha..ha..hahahahaha!!! XD


yerr.. i feel me n my dear dear got a bit distance..
we have nothing to talk wan lorr sometimes..
but somehow he learn from me jor..
yerr.. sui zai.. copy me :P
i love you too :D
dun copy me jor arr!!! pagi pagi suddenly say i love you.. very shock wan lehh :3
hee :)


k laa.. until here only my bloggie today..
stay cool and peace.. anything can find me.. i 24 hour on.. wan keng sam si.. can find me :D
wan cry, i will lend my shoulder for you.. :D
bubye :3

Homeworkss! x.X

this morning i just remember that i need to type my Penghargaan.
i was.. OH SHIT!!! faster go open my mail.. but unfortunately.. don't have any mails from teacher..
-.- ...
i go and send a mail to teacher that i din't receive the email..
hope teacher will reply me ASAP :)


last night was..
kind of moody..
not sure what happen..
but mia cheers up up..
thank you :)
i miss the day we've been together.
see all the pictures..
haha.. memories :D

btw, hari ini i ada appointment with the... ?
YKF.. :D
then.. study Moral and Sejarah.. :)
dun think too much baa..
dear dear today also dint go work guaa..
public holiday..
very lazy piggy wann lorr.. 2 days din't go work jor.. :P
cannot lazy jor arr.. tomorrow must go work arr.. x.X
dearrrrrr :3
i love you :)


kinda worry keikei..
i wonder how is she now :X
hope she's ok ba :)
love is hard :)
hard to let go.. i've been get through before :)
要坚强哦 :)
i know you can de..
just need some time baa..

Kelly Clarkson - Because Of You Lyrics

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I Will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far 

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid 

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with 

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid 

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid 

Because of you
Because of you

jealousy..

i start to feel jealous jor lo...
although i cnt see anything from here..
but i see his picture.. i also in love with him jor..
other girl lehh..-.-
later got girl also love him lehh..
RAWR -.-
he is mine lehh..:(
start to scare lose him..
dunno why..
dear arr.. -.-
where are you..?
busy since 214219..
now edi 230900 le laa...
><" haihhh...
my mood sudden down down down down down jor.. :(

sunday and monday :)

14052011&15052011 :)
what a day :(
that night(1405) my mum go and scold me until kao kao.. i just listen only :(
then, dear dear message me and say..
his boss suddenly go to Kuantan..
go find him and bring him go drink... beer..
drunk jor... dear dear still wann pui me until late late nia.. its my bad laa..
i shouldn't sleep late... then he can sleep early.. sorry dear :(
the next morning (1505), dear dear headache and still go to work.. haihh..
sam tong :(
btw, i first time see keikei sad until like that.. 
don't sad laa.. everything will be ok :)


16052011
today got BM exam..
paper 1 question 2..
i choose no.5
and i think i write non-sense.. -.-
suan le ba..
sorry mia, yumi, shelly and peiyi..
i today cannot stay for practice.. really sorry..
i will try my best and stay de.. :)
dear dear today lazy oo~~
din't go work.. hahahahaha..
lazy piggy :3
but nvrm lerr.. i love you :D


girls,
its time to do something for the 2 cutie boys :D
there will be a cute cute and small small geh surprise baa..
hee :D


exam :D
jia you jia you!! :D
hope can get flying colour result baa.. :)


arialxinxin .

ArialXinxin yang busy :D

ohhh my hubby :D
faster come back KL :(
i miss you like crazy.. :(
i need you niaa..
you know.?
nowadays many people want to go out with me.
especially guys.
you know wan laa..
i very hard to reject them de..
dear arr :(
faster come back larr.. i miss you nia...
and.. safe me :(
from everything..


can humans don't ajak me go out?
because i hardly to get permission from mummy and go out wann..
sat and sun i used to curi curi out wann..
don't expect me to go out when school day or exam season..


i will only go out when holidays or other day that i'm FREE :D
but you also don't know how to use pc how to see what i'm writing jekk -.-
arhh.. annoying -.-


i shouldn't be so friendly baa..
maybe for other girl i was kinda..
flirting with other guy..
i'm not.. i'm just.. hardly to reject people..
i'm sorry..


arhhh.. i hope to stick with my friends and like last time laaa..
i dun expect to meet new friend anymore..
kinda.. arhh -.-
annoying.. ><"


15052011 ; 0824am
last night was kinda..
many things to think..
i rejected azhar invitation to TS..
and later i going to reject Dylan's invitation..
its like.. i don't really want to go out actually..
i love my home..
btw, last night dear dear like drunk jorr geh..
talk until so man.. i also gt a bit scare ><"
but somehow better than other guy that i couple before baa..
but dear arr..
next time if very tired no need to pui me wann larr.. :(
see you tired until like dat i sam tong wann arr ><"
summore drunk jorr.. but luckily last nite you guai guai go and sleep..
if not.. RAWR!! ><" bang you arr~~~ :D (still kiddy ><)
hahaha.. haihh.. my hahaha also like x da energy wann :(
suan le baa.. get a life!!! ><

13052011 & 14052011

it was kinda..
stress..
yesterday was the day that suppose to be taking my perdagangan exam.
unfortunately,
school office don't let me take it.
because they scare soalan will bocor.
WTH?!
i was like.. sleeping whole day at the class and hugging the perdagangan book.
it was kinda, lame -.-
then, finished school.
they say wann celebrate birthday with xiaoo milk.
then i follow them lo.. 
they was playing.. coke? then... ice? lol..
perhaps they was still a kid :D
then. after the celebration we went to Yumi house and practice dance lo..
sorry pei yi.. i keep teach you the wrong steps..
i was sleepy.. ><
then, message dear dear at there lo..
sudden mia ajak go tesco..
then i message mami ask for permission actually..
then she was scolding me like i kill jor people like dat..
when she call me second time.. i was told her that i not going and i off her phone..
don't she think that she was very annoying?
i was just go there a while and i'm not going back home at 12am..
you no need to shout at me like that..
i respect you so i told you where i'm going.. if not i won't tell you and i will just go..
and you go and scold me like this.. 
when i reach home, i din't talk to mum for whole day..
since she scold me.. why i want to talk to her..
it was not my fault anyways..
seriously i don't know what's my mum thinking actually..
sikit sikit wann to marah..
i also din't do anything wrong..
i mean.. those big big wan..
you no need to shout until like that..
seriously sometimes i really fed up with her..
but since she's my mum.. i will be patient..


last night i was hardly to open my blog.. kinda suffer.. many things to say..
need to shout out loud..
yesterday HE was stand infront of me and i was.. arhh.. -.- nvrm.. i will sabar.. forget him faster!!! :D
last night me n and my hubby play sdo..
and when i go find him.. he was playing with other girl..
i was.. grrr...
then i join them play lo.. play until 11pm.. he was suddenly stuck at there..
then he msg me that the cc there got problem.. oklo.. wait him..
suddenly he call me.. and say he dint play jor.. got problem.. with no mood geh voice.. oklo..
then i tell him i go sleep first..
this morning i wake up.. and i saw 4 messages.. 1 from him and 1 more from kei..
then i reply him.. until now havent reply kei.. later baa.. 
not really in the mood nowadays..


everyone had changes..
i don't even know them anymore..
hardly to communicate..
but nvrm le.. 
don't want to care anymore. :)

@@

going to be sick again..
i was kinda headache these few days..
+ leg pain..
+ headache..
+stressssssss :D
OMGosh.. goin to be crazy lorr.. ><"


today was..
kinda weird..
my hubby dint msg me at 9am.. as usual..
when i finish school, i msg him.. and he go and tell me..
"dear, i just wake up.."
WHATT???!
i was studying and he can be so nice sleeping :(
i also wann to sleep!!! ><"
then, i went to tuition.. and he went to cc..
when i reach home (tired like hell),
and online.. (just to see him)
and he go and say his eye pain jor.. offline sinn..
i like.. fine.. off ba..
i like.. headache jor.. no mood jor..
feel like offline..
suddenly saw someone online..
i was.. haihh.. dun see dun see!!! ><"
then chat with mui mui a while..
facebooking awhile..
with Perdagangan book..
and goin to offline now..
since he also off already..
so i have no reason to online until so late..
gudnite..
btw, gud luck babes! in the midyear exam :D

Utada Hikaru - First Love (English Lyrics)

Once in a while
You are in my mind
I think about the days that we had
And I dream that these would all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
How I want here to be with you
Once more

You are always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You are always gonna be the one in my life
So true, I believe I can never find
Somebody like you
My first love
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/u/utada_hikaru/first_love_english.html ]
Once in awhile
Your are in my dreams
I can feel the warmth of your embrace
And I pray that it will all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
And how I want here to be with you
Once more
Yeah, yeah, yeah

You will always be inside my heart
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Please don't say no
Now and forever you are still the one
In my heart
So true, I believe I could never find
Somebody like you
My first love
Oh... Oh...

You are always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one
So true, I believe I could never find
Now and forever

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/u/utada_hikaru/#share

milk :3

hahaha. i in love with dutch lady :D
so nice you know..
especially chocolate flavour :3
yummy! :3

haha.. bout today.. hmm.. i din't saw the someone.. (i wonder why my eyes is always searching for him.. STOP SEARCHING FOR HIM!!!) -.-
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(change topic :D)

today i makan the... yee mee... with the... seafood...? yeahh.. nice!!! ><" 
today makan with.. KPY, Leon. Chuan San, Jaya, Zhen Liang...
then, KPY n Jaya n Zhen Liang go jor.. left me, leon.. n chuan san at the san qiu there..
feel weird.. so jalan go LRT lo..
today i walk until very very slow nia.. x.X
leg pain :(
when reach LRTPJ,
i was sitting at there and waiting for LRT.. while thinking... ><
then sudden a drunk jor geh indian... man... sit beside me..
the smell was.. ewwwwww!! ><
but luckily keikei save me.. msg me and i get a chance to stand up and reply her msg..
although today i bring many books, but i rather stand at there better than sit beside the drunk man..
today at tuition centre there was.. kinda tired.. hahaha.. seems like a robot like me need to charge battery jorr.. x.X
almost slept inside the class.. but today was awesome..
i love to listen En. Ahmad's lecture :D
then, i went to Dynamic and i found Ekonomi form 4 & 5 buku rujukan! it was awesome!!
hahaha.. next time i will go there and buy books.. 
btw, change dance themes again jor.. traditional dance.. Huo Yuan Jia..
gotta be awesome i think :)
hope can make a nice performance... in the short time...
exam :)
hello~~~ :D
study hard girl.. i know you can do it :D
hahahahahaha~
oh yea!!! x.X
see my boyfriend!! :D
OMGosh.. i love the picture.. bwahahahahaha.. XD (stalking my boyfriend's picture.. XD)
love him so muchies :D

10052011 :)

today was kinda..
moody :(
everytime when i want to forget him, he sure will appear infront of me.
today he was stand infront of me very very long.
and i was..
you know the feeling.
suddenly pops out.
like.. HAPPY :D
but at the same time.
feels sad. :(
arhhh -.-
the feeling is worst.
i hope he don't layan me again.
then i will feel sad. and i will forget him.


dear, sorry. my heart was divided by two jor.
but i will try to gives you all my heart.
muackss :D
haha.. today i keep call dear dear 老公 :3
because i love to call him..
very hang fuk nia when call him 老公 :D
i love you!!! :D


exam coming soon.
i will try my best to get at least 3 A's.
try my bestt!!! :D


stars :)
always accompany beside me.
whenever i feel sad.
you are my best listener XD
i love you star star :D

star star :3
i love you.

worst day ever.

08052011
kinda creepy today.
i wake up at 7am and blurry~
msg with 老公 lo early in the morning.
he coming back to kuantan today. 
kinda.. happy lorr.. coz he no need to work until so late jor..
(if he come back KL i more happy :D )
then i ma wake up then watch tv and online lorr..
bout 1++pm lidat, i went to Jusco and take the cake..
when i waiting the bus to come, suddenly a boy come and belanja me makan ice-cream.
then i was blury.. *thinking want to eat or not*
at last, something tell me that he isn't a bad boy.
so i eat ice-cream with him. he is kinda, nice laa..
then, he pui me wait until the bus come, then i naik bus lo..
when reach econsave the bus stop there, one man sit beside me..
then keep talk to me.. i was like.. his face very 恐怖.. 
so i like keep msging hubby and hope he can help me *actually he cnt help me -.-*
but at last, he stop at LRT Maluri there and i feel HAPPY!　:D
then i walk to Jusco and take the cake lo..
when i waiting bus *back home*
got three weird guy.. kinda creppy also..
a indian man keep ask me what time issit..
then a malay man keep looking at me...
then before the black man naik bus.. he greet me and say bye to me.. i was.. O.O
waa.. seriously it was a very creepy day..
when i reach home.. its kinda scare to go out again..
btw, mami really love the cake XD
i think she cried last night coz too gan dong le..
hahaha.. as long as she happy :)


09052011
not a really nice day also actually.
today the perhimpunan PA system was totally cannot work at all..
and the teacher keep shout there shout here..
then suddenly En. Basrah ask me to help him for the anugerah.. then i help him lo..
today isn't a great day.. i bring many text book at the end didn't use it at all..
yumi they all sudden wan to change dance song.. then change lo..
today when jaga canteen, i was very.. not in the mood..
the boy ask me to open fan for him.. i also hot lorr.. nt only he hot.. he cnt tahan wan meh.. damn..
wan ugut me.. dun wan open fan for him then he dun wan throw his rubbish.. 
then dun throw laa! you think who am i now..
i'm not your maid -.-
i'm just a prefect in the school..
you wan throw dun wan throw is not my fault..
you dun throw i will just write your name in my report only..
i won't rugi anything.. only you will rugi..


seriously today my mood totally down. i'm sorry.
dear, sorry because today really angry.. then only will talk until lidat infront of you..
the certain people.. i also dunno what he's thinking..
sometimes layan me sometimes tak layan me..
i very suffer wan lo like this..
if you really have girlfriend, just dun get close to me laa..
later your girlfriend will be jealous..
then i will have one more enemy..
the feeling you do all the things to me is really bad..
because..........
nvrm le.. say already also no use..
doesn't work at all..
i mean.. the dream won't come true..


真的很有压力的咯...
为钱而烦...
为功课而烦...
什么都要烦...
真的很想要哭了...
又哭不出来...
很辛苦啊... -.-


money money money..
i first time so fan of money you know..
daddy didn't post money this month.. everything also haven't pay.. 
arhhhh.. -.-
tuition fee.. internet bills..
makan.. all the things need MONEY!!!!!
T_T
arhhh!!!!!!
i hate my life... :'(


烦死人啊！！！！！　-.-