妈咪，对不起啊..

妈咪，我知道错了...
可是，也不用搞到好像世界末日吧...
我真的知道错了
对不起，我让你失望了...
可是妈咪，相信我。
应为我相信他...
真的...妈咪，对不起。
让你流泪了...
是我不好...
不是个好女儿...
请你原谅我...
这个不孝的孩子...
真的真的对不起.....

欣欣

淚光閃爍 mv

I am myself :] the true of myself ..

终于都feel到给人批评的感觉了..
很有趣..
也知道他们在想些什么了..
开心..也有点伤心..
某某人，对不起啊..应为以前这样说你。
我知道错了.. :)


and,
i love my boyfriend with no reason. i know he's not handsome. but i love his heart. not his face. please do understand this. you like handsome guy is none of my business. as long as i love him. don't teased him like that before you know him well, thank you.


喂，
你真的是很笨勒，
为了他们，
你去放弃你最爱的女孩...
真的够笨...
她都说过了，
她不是应为你而跟她吵的..
你就可以放心的跟她在一起了啊..
虽然我是个外人，
可是，很明显的看得出，
你们是爱着对方的...
要珍惜眼前人...
不要做后悔的事啊~
你们加油加油吧!
不要理别人在想什么...
自私点...
以后就会很幸福了..

还有，
你们啊~
不爽就面对面说出来
不要只会在facebook里面一直批评人而已..
你也好不到那里去..
我们都是一样的...
我也承认，我也不是个好人来的..
又怎样?
那个‘她’对你不够好吗？
不喜欢他的attitude??? bla bla bla???
那你的attitude很好咩?
你真的让我很失望，
她对你那么好，你却对他这样...
你有没有想过她的感受啊?
他那里做错了?
就算你不爽他，也可以坐下来慢慢聊啊..
不用搞到这样吧..
看到这样的秦兴，感觉到很伤心...
我知道，你看到我写的东西，你一定会很生气...
可是，我看到她每天为了这些事而那么的伤心...我感觉到很心痛...
你会说，你们的事，不用我来管...
我也不会在管了..我也希望你不要再来伤她的心了..
:)

hey, don't like my attitude? come on and tell me :D
aiya~不要鬼鬼祟祟的在facebook里面写我..
可以来跟我讲的...我是个明白事理的人...
我也不会骂人的...你放心，
我也不会吃了你的...
我有那里不好?
来告诉我吧...我会改的...
我也会反省的...




muii muii :]
remember arr,
jiejie always beside you de.
be strong X)
jiejie labs eu ~

老公啊~
我想念你了~
哈哈哈..

xinxin
25062011

猪 :]

Sorry . to the certain people. this is the second time i hurt you. time cannot go back. and i cannot do anything. from now on, i won't look for you at school anymore. just to say, this time i really din't mean to hurt you. you want to blame me, or hate me, is up to you. you will feel better if hate me i guess :] its my fault perhaps. but it's really is an accident. and if you know the something, you won't accept me as your girlfriend anymore i guess. so better to be like this. :)

i really tak faham the certain people. 分手了还要一直去他的facebook profile看他来做么勒..你每天都说什么鬼responsibility,好心你啦..他要对你负责什么啊-.- 真的是...分手了，就不要每天讲他的东西啦..忘记他吧..去找一个更好的吧...人家block你了，你就不要在去看他了嘛...还要做新`的facebook来看他..真的是..很不明白你在干嘛.. -.-

singing competition coming soon. and i still don't have the mood to get myself in the situation. gosh :( muii, sorry. i will try to get back my mood as soon as possible. nowadays kinda... blurry.. really sorry.. 

huuh... percubaan SPM : 6/9-28/9 ... 没的庆祝生日了..

SPM 14/11-dunno when jor.. 没的放假了.. T.T

伤心伤心..

刚才听了会呼吸的痛...

真的很痛..听了那首歌..

伤心伤心..

那个死dylan，真的烦死人..

你可以给我一点自由吗？

突然在我家楼下等我..

又说要来我家..

先生，这个是我的家。不是你的家。你可不可以我过我在做你的决定啊?

本小姐是很忙的，就算不忙，我也比较喜欢自己一个人在家。不喜欢人家陪..也不需要你来陪我..

你真的让我很反感。

讨厌讨厌 -.-

我认识的人都没有你这样烦勒-.-

haihh.. until here only laa.. sien jo.. wan go sleep le.. gudnite :)

i labbie euu ><"

臭猪猪！ 坏猪猪！ 

昨天晚上那么迟再我回家~

妈咪说从今天开始有读书时不能超过十点半回家噢...

放假应该几点回家都可以吧~~~

哈哈哈...

喜欢跟老公一起出去走走 :)

嘻嘻~

鞋子给某某人弄坏了... -.-

我最爱的鞋子...

紫色的 :(

伤心伤心...

等有时间去走走买鞋子~~

嘻嘻~

明天还要我去学校...

讨厌死了...

本小姐本来明天可以做猪猪睡到很迟很迟的...

都是应为那个pengawas kawad kaki -.-

不够人...要我帮他们...

如果我真的不能起身勒...

就对不起你们啦~

你们就自己慢慢kawad啦~~

哈哈哈..

cut hair jor.. short like hell -.- i was wondering how much time i should take to grow back my beautiful hair... haihh... :( and nowadays my face full of pimples!!! TT.TT omgoshhh..... i want get pretty backkk....!!! suan lee... :( i try my best to get back my prettiness baa :( phone no credit jorr.. TT.TT arhhhh -.- seii dylan.. i don't want reply you arr.. chui arr -.- don't want care you.. -.-

nowadays i feel pig was totally pretty :) ok laa -.- cute XD !! very very cute.. hahahahaha.. spm coming soon.. and i still care bout those pig.. hahahahaha -.- nt funny.. must go study lee.. :( bubyee..... ><"

烦恼

变猪猪了.. 哈哈哈...
今年不用庆祝生日了...
生日要考试... TT.TT
什么日子来的啊~生日还要考试...
伤心 :(
今年最后一年读中学了...开心~可是会有点不舍得...
应为有很多美好的回忆...


妈咪很希望我读大学...
不懂要不要读...
如果要， 就要读多两年半的书才可以出来做工...
看先吧... 真的没钱读..
很不想借钱来读..
每次一想到要换钱就头痛了...
很不喜欢借钱来读...
怎么办啊.....
烦啊烦啊....


我就知道他还爱着我...
我就知道...
可是，算了...
偶尔我还会想念你的....
可是，算了算了...
不要在想了...
都过去了...


明天去剪头发了！
剪到美美给你们看...
哈哈哈... 开心开心...




今年没的庆祝生日.....伤心伤心 :(

今天的我 :)

let me help you all make a FAQ first..
i know you all want to ask me these questions de...


1. why do you love him ( kit ) ?
LOL. seriously not sure. he have the sense of humor like my cousin brother baa .. LOL!


2. do you think you and him will be last longer ?
don't really dare to think :) i'm not thinking the future but i will think for now only.


3. if one day he leave you, will you be sad ?
haha. kinda? actually depends on my mood. i don't really put too many love this time.


4. everyday go out with him, will it affect your study ?
not really. study is study, i won't let it affect my studies.


5. will you still love your ex-boyfriend ?
i will still miss him sometimes :)


6. do you happy when you be with him ?
yeahh..  he bring me go many places , eat , walk , and any things. 


lol... any more question just ask in facebook baa.. tired...


today i went to KLCC with hubby.. totally full of peoples at there.. not really nice to walk.. we was trying to find Aquaria but we failed -.- ... nevermind~ then we went to sungei wang and times square... makan at Gasoline... and i was hungry like hell that time... hahahahaha... then we have a walk, then you know, we bought the purple colour contact lens... hahahahaha.. going to try and wear next time..


猪猪！开学了...可能不能每天陪你了噢...可是我会很像你的... 哈哈哈哈哈~ 爱你噢~

today :]

today was a very tiring day ... i have to idea why :(
i went for lunch with 3 people :) nice day ... my lunch time is 2 - 5pm ... hahaha!
dear dear fatt hau ehh~~ keep talk bout those thingy...
btw, today was the best day ever... although is nothing laa.. but i very happy... you know i know laa XD


Dylan is kinda annoying. Because of him, I get scolded by my mum. Because of him!!! TT.TT hate him.. started to avoid him jor... have to.. its a must!!! by the way, i started to miss the piggy le -.- ... how could i in love with him... so weird... suan le baa.. just let it be... i also...... nvrm lee.. zhibin msged me... sometimes i will also miss him de... haihh... nvrm lee... let it be natural :)


i wonder this time my relationship will be how long... longer? shorter? who knows? i give myself many trouble and now i have to face it by my own... i must love myself more :) sorry everybody...

high class girl :)

going to be high class soon !! hahaha ... not planning .. but after i come out work for half year, i wish i could but a burberry bag :D because it's totally expansive !!! ><"


this is some of the picture. hope you all enjoy it :)

edited my Arialxinxin :)

lol. happiness :]

Not longer break up, I get my happiness again. Some people sure think that, i was really a playgirl. Up to you what you want to think. Because i'm special :) But somehow i will feel guilty also. I hurt many people. Really feel sorry. But i know, the word sorry is nothing for them. But all i can do is just can say sorry only :( I can say that I'm selfish. Because I just many people just to get my happiness. 


sorry.


last night me and my piggy went to shopping :) we went to times square makan... then after makan we walk walk... piggy bought a shirt and a pair of shoes :) hohoho~ then we went to Pat Kin Pat San makan makan again... around 12am reach home... you know what? piggy don't want me go back home. don't want fetch me back home XD bad bad arr~~


piggy scare i will leave him. want me marry him. think so far le lo... piggy~ want me marry you, tunggu perlahan perlahan XD bwahahahahahahahaha... dear dear also want to buy the second car -.- salary so low still want to buy so many car car... noob noob laa you... piggy say want to give the myvi for me~ his myvi so old le i don't want !!! XD hahaha.. joking only larr :3 hehhehheh~~


but i think mummy have no opinion about him. :) but mummy say, study first X) ok laa ok laa.. i won't throw away my studies because of him want de.. -.- so, hehhehheh, gong si fen ming XD 


ok larr~ thats all for today :) bubyeee~~~

yesterday :]

me and my boyfriend (officially la -.-) went to times square and watch movie. Kung Fu Panda 2 !!! hahaha.. how nice. then, keikei, mia, wei yong, robin, and one more cute guy i forgot his name, also went there. we watch 11pm at hall 3 GSC Cinema ! my boyfriend (kit) borrow me his jacket. haha. so nice X)

btw, mummy go and check my message you know?! damn!! so she know who is my boyfriend jorr.. and all the things.. and she know something.. ask me keep AWAY from the somebody.. because she saw the panda... TT.TT sad sad sad... but why she dint ask me to keep away from kit jekk.. -.- mami really pilih kasih wann.. dislike! :'(


then, after movie me and the gang + kit go supper.. actually just go minum minum only.. me and mia took a few picture, memories.. :] ( that night really very very cold ><" )


dear dear like my front hair put down. how to put jekk.. so long.. like ghost.. you see haa..
(finding the picture)

my hair seriously like ghost! don't see my dear, he just wake up that time. hahaha XD

this monday i'll cut my hair. :]