today :3

talk about yesterday first kay?
i feel so touching after ping say few words.
it makes me love him more.
老公， 我会永远爱你的..

talk bout today, i sick jorr.. :(
whole thing around me was flying you know.. :D
great! and kena marah by mami.. haihh :(
nvrm lerr..
today was totally tired.. :(
backside pain.. and carmen add more pain on my back side..
beat me 3 times..
i wass.. ouchhh!!!!! @@
then teacher ask me to take books :)
then i ma go and take lo.. jumpa datin, ask me go 5 Cekal panggil budak.. -.-
teacher like see me too free jorr gua.. keep ask me do this do that.. grrr.. -.-

oh yeah!
to the human,
don't come and talk to me again.
you really make me angry this time..
LOL..
its like..
in the thousand years,
only i will get angry at one time..
and this time you really make me angry..
so, GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!


to the certain someone,
i didn't forget about you.
i still miss you.
its hard to forget about you. 
every moment we had together,
even when i sleep i also will think about that.
i miss the time we've been together.
you're irreplaceable... :)
don't let me be alone to meet you at other place alone.
if not, i will hug you tightly :(
totally miss you like crazy.
its like, when close to you, 
feel like want to hug you.
far away from you,
i was hoping to meet you.
its suffering :(

day ..

last night i was totally no energy to talk everything.
he said want to break up with me.
just because of shinn.
talk those thingy to ping.
make until like this. 
i was totally not in the mood.
totally down.
i really don't know why.
shinn want to find him and talk.
if he don't talk with ping,
me and ping won't be like this.
seriously,
i really hate you.
but somehow i also need to thanks shinn.
to make my love to him deeper.
last night, i was crying because of him.
because he's leaving me.
my mood was totally down.
when i reach school,
i was crying.
why he want to leave me just because what shinn talk to him.
what they talking actually.
make until ping to be like this.
i know,
ping don't like to 烦那些东西的..
but why you want to find him?!
when i break up with him, you happy?!
yeah. you write like essay. that's what i totally hate about you.
you are so fake.
you always talk different things infront of me.
what do you want actually?
excuse me,
don't ever talk different things to me anymore..
you're like talking like this. *example*


*stars*
"nah, give you.. i fly to the sky and pick for you de.. "


2 weeks later,
" eh dear, i was used to take aeroplane and pick the star for you de lehh "


a month later
" eh you know hor, i was driving a car to pick the star for you "


so which one that i should believe?
seriously i very hard to believe you.
you say until so desperate.
say all your things to everyone.
i think you're just want other people's sympathy.
even other people have a bad situation than you,
they also won't simply tell people.
not like you.
i think you're just want other people's sympathy.
i feel sick when facing you.
when i talk to my friends about you,
they was feel like scolding you.
i told my friends,
just don't care you.
you're now making people hates you.
don't you realise that?
don't say that it was all your plan again.
it was totally fake you know?
everytime, after a moment,
you will say, actually that was my plan.
everytime i was like,
WHAT THE FUCK?
and now i was..
yeah.. again.. 
its really fed up..


YOU!!!
DON'T EVER TALK TO HIM AGAIN!!!
HE IS MINE!!!!
FOREVER MINE!!!
DON'T EVER BE DESPERATE INFRONT OF HIM AGAIN!!!!!
conclusion, 
DON'T TALK TO HIM!!!!!
-.-

deary

want to see my dear?
hahaha..
yeah.. his name is Ng Zhi Bin.

ehh.. he smile dat time kinda nice de lehh.. but i dunno why most of his picture dun wan smile de.. x.X

hahaha.. see his face! XD

ehh.. this one is i edit geh ^^ hehehe..
*shy shy * XD
bwahahahahahaha...


ok laa.. he nt leng zai de laa.. but i love him :3




manly! >.<
他是我的！
我爱他
老公，我爱你..

the story of somebody :)

once upon a time,
there is a girl that living in this world.
her name is A..
she have a boyfriend.
the boyfriend's name is B..
she very enjoying stay at the form 4 class.
even though she n her bf is in the different class..
she met a guy in her class.
name C..
C always treat A very good.. but A know's nothing.
one day, A broke up with B..
A feel very upset.. C always accompany A whenever she's sad..
C in love with A already :)
unfortunately, A meet a guy.. name D..
and they both is in a relationship..
C very very sad.. disappointed..
but no matter what happen, C will always right beside A..
then, half year later, in the year of 2011..
A broke up with D..
A kindda sad.. always desperate..
C always right here beside A..
day by day, A in love with C jor..
very love him..
unfortunately,
A's mum said before,
if you marry or in the relationship with the someone that different religion with you,
i will putus hubungan with you..
A is totally sad when think back the thing..
when C ask for couple,
A rejected him..
although A is totally sad.. but she cannot do anything..
C is also very sad..
one day,
A put in a relationship with other guy.. name E..
A kinda love E.. because he was very sweet..
but the feeling is different than the feeling to C..
A is totally love C deeply..
A is love E.. but everytime A saw C.. she will be very very sad..
because A hope to be with C..
when C saw the relationship status at facebook.. he's totally heartbroken..
when A chat with him, he's totally down..
since that day,
C dun wan to talk to A anymore.. 
A was totally sad..
she knew the day will happen..
but she found that, she is hard to let him go..
everytime when she saw him at school, she feel like crying.
but she cannot cry.
when day, when school have activities that all the students must go to field..
C walk thru A..
A's feeling is like.. very sad..
she cannot tahan already..
she cried at there..
C saw A cry.. but he cannot do anything..
C very love A..
so do A is also very love C..
but they both cannot do anything..
all A and C can do is just let the love fly away..