day ..

last night i was totally no energy to talk everything.
he said want to break up with me.
just because of shinn.
talk those thingy to ping.
make until like this. 
i was totally not in the mood.
totally down.
i really don't know why.
shinn want to find him and talk.
if he don't talk with ping,
me and ping won't be like this.
seriously,
i really hate you.
but somehow i also need to thanks shinn.
to make my love to him deeper.
last night, i was crying because of him.
because he's leaving me.
my mood was totally down.
when i reach school,
i was crying.
why he want to leave me just because what shinn talk to him.
what they talking actually.
make until ping to be like this.
i know,
ping don't like to 烦那些东西的..
but why you want to find him?!
when i break up with him, you happy?!
yeah. you write like essay. that's what i totally hate about you.
you are so fake.
you always talk different things infront of me.
what do you want actually?
excuse me,
don't ever talk different things to me anymore..
you're like talking like this. *example*


*stars*
"nah, give you.. i fly to the sky and pick for you de.. "


2 weeks later,
" eh dear, i was used to take aeroplane and pick the star for you de lehh "


a month later
" eh you know hor, i was driving a car to pick the star for you "


so which one that i should believe?
seriously i very hard to believe you.
you say until so desperate.
say all your things to everyone.
i think you're just want other people's sympathy.
even other people have a bad situation than you,
they also won't simply tell people.
not like you.
i think you're just want other people's sympathy.
i feel sick when facing you.
when i talk to my friends about you,
they was feel like scolding you.
i told my friends,
just don't care you.
you're now making people hates you.
don't you realise that?
don't say that it was all your plan again.
it was totally fake you know?
everytime, after a moment,
you will say, actually that was my plan.
everytime i was like,
WHAT THE FUCK?
and now i was..
yeah.. again.. 
its really fed up..


YOU!!!
DON'T EVER TALK TO HIM AGAIN!!!
HE IS MINE!!!!
FOREVER MINE!!!
DON'T EVER BE DESPERATE INFRONT OF HIM AGAIN!!!!!
conclusion, 
DON'T TALK TO HIM!!!!!
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