complicated .

everything comes for a reason.
you walk into that way, so you should know that there are many rocks and wild animals over you and made your way more harder.
be strong and handle it.
i know you can. you're just too stress.
actually you no need to be stress.
when you really love him, just go to him. and only him. don't go to other guy.
boy hate girls to be flower heart.
i know.
and i really did that before,
believe me?
now i'm not anymore.
i'm tired.
i'm now just love him. be loyal to him.
我只想要简简单单的生活
i don't like 烦恼..
that's why i prefer to love him.
really love him.

today i went to school. honestly,
i went for badminton competition.
i lose. lose to my bestfriend.
kpy was so sad. because last year.
i know the feeling. totally sad.
i really don't want to talk about somebody today.
totally angry because of her. feel like slapping her infront of everyone.
about basketball, wei yong n tantan they all get second.. aww :/
but still get second :]
hope next year tantan can get first. i will go and support him de !
today chee fai's leg very pain :( but still continue the match.. haihh.. need a good rest :]
today half match, mia jiu back home le. tuition. with bad mood.
i was planning to walk with her until gate then visit kpy, mana la tau kena marah.
nvrm lerr.. she needs to be alone sometimes. sorry to be kepoh..
then i was really walk to blok baru and find kpy.. who knows that they went to san qiu qithout telling me.
fine. i was totally not in the mood because all people left me.
but luckily got chee fai, tantan, wei yong, james.. huisi.. yong qing.. yi wen.. they all accompany me..
thankyou :3
but at last i walk to san qiu and makan with them -.-
then i walk back to school. well, watch final final show.
but most of them not in mood also.. (they ruin my mood actually) -joking- =.=
theni went to jusco with weiyong they all. well, luckily got yong qing and yi wen accompany me.
only we 3 girls..
all boys.. we went to curry house..
i sit beside wei yong and we had some talk.. hmm.. but they makan until like very nice.. kinda hungry..
but i just bring rm6..so just drink ribena+lemon :3
then i walk walk with them , see they all at arcade playing.. hahaha.. so nice :]
then accompany tantan buy shoes.. pencil box .. aww :D
then chee fai and tantan accompany me back home. thanks.. :)
then when i reach home, wow,, busy man ><"  need to pack things so that mummy won't know that i went out :) bwahahaha.. i so bad -.-
sorry mummy..
really sorry..

as usual, message boyfriend, facebook-ing,watch tv :)
but now its time to sleep.
i hate stress. i hate somethings that will annoyed my life. thank you.
and you, please don't judge people anymore. you are not that good.
you just hold for your opinion, don't really listen to what other people's thinking.
don't be so confident. you will regret later.

and XXXX XXXX XX,
please don't stress yourself again.
you can be not so stress actually.
just let it go. all the things. you will feel the world much bigger and more oxygen to breathe.
let go before it's too late :]

good night
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