20111203

key :X

LOL,
just packed my school begs.
and i saw the key, remind me of someone asked me last thursday about the key.
yeah, I'm still keeping it. but don't think so much. it doesn't mean anything ;)

haih,
nowadays I have no idea what happen to my mum.
sikit sikit want to ngam me..
sikit sikit want to ngam me..
-.-烦死人啊.....
我真的很不明白...
为什么就是不能给我再多一点的空间...
你以前什么都让我做哪里都让我去...
现在什么都不给..
只会在那边骂人 -.-
烦死人啊.....

today, went to tuition.
kinda happy lar, meet Cikgu Subra for the last time. 
he gave some useful advise for us.
unfortunately, all those advise made my day even worst :/
he talked about university.. colleges.. so on...
I don't even have a chance to step in all these places.
yeahh yeahh yeahh, I step into an academy as a teacher but not a student.
I wish to be as a student once again so badly.
no one knows my feeling. all they know is just... MONEY..
yeah, everything is because of money.
no money no talk. -.-
and because of money, i can't enjoy my life as a student anymore.
fine, i will accept everything.
but i will make sure in the future my children will get the best education.
i don't want them to follow my footstep.
but all i wish is to get master. or PHD..
if I can larr... :/ i wish i can ;)
i don't want to tell anyone, because human around me ( include my family ) likes to ruin my plan.
yeah, they did that often. so sometimes i kinda hate them.
but i should thanks them for giving me so much of the damn stupid pressure and made my result flying colours.
i study so damn hard because i want to let you all know, that i'm not stupid. THANK YOU.
so, all i can do is just follow everything as what my family planned.
but my future, please get lost. don't ruin my plan. 
I don't wish for wealthy. all i wish is to get a simple and normal life.
so please do not ruin my life. don't mess up everything.
you love wealthiness ? so ahead. 
you have your own life, so do I.
so, get lost. thank you.

today..... kinda 自恋...
took a lot of pictures..
around 97 pictures in 2 hours ;)
haha, I'm so the 自恋...
i know ;)




its a part of the 97 pictures ;)

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