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today wasn't a great day ..

but, after my hubby come to my house ,

i feel better :)

that's why i love him .. :D

he will always beside me whenever i feel bored ..

chill me when i sad ..

comfort me when i frustrated  :)

lend me his shoulder when i cry ..

hug me when i feel cold .. :)

conclusion, i love him ..

today, well.. hubby come my house and we called pizza to makan !
unfortunately, itu pizza sent a rosak punya gimme..
so i have to wait for 30minutes more to enjoy my meal :(
but i get a voucher for 1 free delivery pizza man !! woo hoo !! :P
that's why i love pizza hut :)
and my hubby loves 蘑菇汤 :)

today is the 1st of july (chinese calender)

this month i cannot go out ..

nevermind , as long as we all 平安就好了..

一个月没的出去而已嘛~

又不是一年 XP

我可以的！

SPM coming soon ..

one month to countdown (minus my "off day" :P)

hahaha ..

so, i treat my trial as SPM..

don't worrie ..

i will get flying colours in my result ..

don't worry .. be happy ..

i mean, happy go lucky :)

humans, stars , and my love :)

humans,
well, 不做亏心事就不会删除我们做你的朋友啦~
我只能说，
你搞砸了我们完美的世界...
我不希望你再次伤害我朋友的心，
你做回你的小妹妹，不要搞砸我们中五幸福的世界...
年纪小小就有这样的态度，
真的不是个好东西来的..
我也不想再管你了..

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昨天 :3
我跟老公去 Viva 看戏..
去看 *I love wing chun*
还好啦~ 好笑而已..
在malaysia拍的噢~
可是，我也不会忘记要跟老公拍照的...
哈哈哈 :3
最喜欢就是跟猪猪拍照了 :)

haha .. love my piggy so much :)

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                                    (end chapter)

SPM coming soon ...
o.o
i still haven't prepare anything ..
bwahahahahahahaha -.-
from now on I'll keep study :X
study for trial, study for SPM
ber - 加油加油吧！！ :)


xinxin :)

朋友们，对不起 ;

朋友们，对不起...
我知道我都没有什么陪你们...
从今天开始我会尽量用我的时间来陪你们的...
不会再抛弃你们了... :)

:)

我想和你......

我想和你每天都见面。

我想和你三餐一起吃。 

我想和你手牵手散步。  

我想和你一起挤公交。  

我想和你一起坐地铁。 

我想和你看感人的电影。  

我想和你分享美味。  

我想和你一起赖床。  

我想和你喝酒喝到嗨。  

我想和你去夜晚的后海。

我想和你一起啃鸡腿。  

我想和你一起发呆。  

我想和你一起犯二。  

我想和你一起看快乐大本营。  

我想和你拍张相片。  

我想和你一起旅行。  

我想和你一起划船。  

我想和你一起赏雪。  

我想和你去冬天的什刹海滑野冰。  

我想和你去逛南锣鼓巷。  

我想和你一起啃西瓜。  

我想和你吃火锅。  

我想和你泡温泉。  

我想和你去滑雪。  

我想和你养一只小狗。  

我想和你有属于我们的小窝。  

我想和你坐摩天轮。  

我想和你去动物园喂猴子。  

我想和你乘凉。  

我想和你穿情侣装。

我想和你一起K歌到大天亮。  

我想和你吃新疆羊肉串。  

我想和你吃一份凉皮。  

我想和你一起坐火车。  

我想和你抱抱。  

我想和你亲亲。  

我想和你在一起。  

我想和你忘记过去。  

我想和你快快乐乐。  

我想和你得到所有人祝福。  

我想和你一起面对父母。  

我想和你有个家。  

我想和你地老天荒。。          

《我希望，你想的和我一样》

爱，文章 :)

昨天 :3

昨天，
是我老公的生日 :)
也是我们第二个月在一起的日子 :3
开心啊~
我们去了老地方吃东西 :)
Times Square .. XD
哈哈..我们去Vivo 吃晚餐..
叫了很多东西吃..
老公叫了有Cheese的鸡噢..
就知道老公不喜欢吃的..
可是真的很饱..
应为我们也有叫pizza来吃..
可是只有四篇的啦~
哈哈..可是，
今天真的很开心 :)

老公，21岁了噢~
老了噢~~
哈哈..
宝贝生日快乐 :)

用餐之前要自恋一下的~ XD

很自恋 >o<"

老公看住我干嘛！ >O<"

pizza :3

老公在吃饭 :)

好好吃噢 ><"

我们吃的东西 :)

我的鸡... XD

吃到一半休息一下 ><"

哈哈 XD

欣欣 :)

dulan -.-

now see facebook homepage also dulan jor..
weiyh girl,
not we don't care about you.
last time when you break up jor,
we keep 安慰你，至此你..
so on..
then you should learn from many people around you..
don't say their different from you..
KPY, HuiSi .. even mia etc.. they love their Ex-bf much more deeper than you.. relationship more longer than you...
you see how we comfort them, and they know how to stand up by themself..
think positive please.. if you keep want people to care of you.. will will hard to stand up by your own in the future..
without him is not the end of the world..
not i don't want comfort you..
deii.. seriously i very tired already..
you everyday just know how to desperate..
you're not brave enough to talk to him.. keep think so many nonsense things..
if don't want talk to him, feel suffer, please delete him in your world..
please delete him in your new facebook account..
comfort you, will will also keep think to other way..
so i better ask you to delete him ..
i think if i kill him, everything will be alright.. -.-
or i make you hilang ingatan.. -.- that's better -.-
omg.. why i feel so evil right now -.-
suan lee..
you sendiri punya hal, you settle your own.. i have more problems to handle -.-

YOU ! please wake up !!

-.- not i fed up with you.

is just you sendiri cari pasal.

he used the way to let you forget him.

he block you in facebook.

unfortunately, you go and open a new facebook account and add him.

he don't know.

if you didn't make a new facebook account,

if you don't keep think of him,

if you don't keep talk about him,

I'm sure now you should be able to forget him.

everything is just a past.

it won't come back again.

you just keep using the new account and see him,

why don't you just use the time to do other things?

for me, you're just so stupid to let a guy know that you still love him.

you will make him more proud.

you should walk in your own way.

don't think about him again.

you should know that he might destroy your future.

then you should walk on your own way.

you scare college don't have boys arr??

you scare university don't have boys arr?

i tell you, there are uncountable.

you say people don't know what you feel,

you are the one don't know what you're doing.

don't keep blame other people.

since the relationship end,

you should get yourself more wake up and walk in the right way,

not just use the new facebook account and see what he write,

he love other girls now.

so what??

you also can find a better man.

for me, you're still in your dream.

please wake up.

if you don't wake up.

i cannot do anything.

i hope you know what i mean.

hurt yourself by deleting the new facebook. or block him in the new facebook.

don't give me stupid explaination.

you can do that, you're just DON'T WANT.

so, please wake up girl.

i waiting you to wake up and walk in the brighter way :)

honestly ..

first,
sorry to certain people. i might be rude in my blog or facebook.
but i just want to say what's in my heart.
hard to keep it you know :( 
anyways, if you still think that is my fault, and you all right, 
i will just shut my mouth and say sorry okey??
I'm sorry.

yanyan,
i really feel sorry for ruin your birthday party.
sorry for left the place so early. sorry for everything.
really sorry. and i don't want to explain so much anymore.

sometimes i will feel that if i leave SMKPJ many people will feel happy.
don't you feel that? all people nowadays anti me without any reason.
yeahhh.. it might be some reason, people though that i rampas their friends, i break up with some people and they angry at me .. well, i know. many..
you are just too smart and still don't know the reason only.
a normal people also know my reason. and you still don't know..
ahhh.. don't care. just continue what you want to think.

yeahh.. i got peoblem. a very big problem..
i feel STRESS now..
i stress with friendship problems, family problems, college problems, educational problems..
well, i now want to talk it all is because i feel like goin to stop my school now.
i don't really feel want to continue my SPM..
seriously, STRESS..
facing you all, i more stress.. more tired..
yeahh.. everyone will tell me..
ahh.. don't like that,4 more months..
well, for me.. 4 hour also kinda suffer already..
the only thing i no stress is my relationship problem.. seriously,
i give him freedom, he also give me freedom..
but terms and condition apply -.- LOL
i facing all the problem, already feel stress..
you all so hangfukk also wann to merungut..
why don't you look at other people who more suffer than you?
not me by the way, i will happy go lucky infront of you all..
i don't want any people belas kasihan with me..
i won't accept it. that's why i will live more happily infront of you all..
but, nowadays whenever i go to school, i feel the stress, i feel the tired..
i saw my friends, i saw my books, i feel tired..
can i run away from these things?
no way, mami won't let that thing happen..
she wants me to finish my spm..
just now somemore give me counseling -.-
arhhh -.- stresssss...
so, from now on,
i want to focus in my SPM..
friendship, i will throw away beside.. maybe it won't increase my stress.
family.. well, how to throw -.-
books, carry on for 4 months then burn it. -.-
arhhh -.-
feel like run away from my life..
don't feel like going out again -.-
don't feel like going to school again :(
never mind..
all i can do, only these thing..
ok lar..
tears dropped finished,
time to sleep.
good night .

you :3

yeahhh..
you just care about your feeling, that is call selfish :)
please do OPEN your mind and think silently,
there are many peoples around you :)
try and think for them.
you always just think about yourself.
why don't you think about other peoples?
always create story, made everyone hate each other.
even some story you make it more worst.
but the listener also is the stupid wan laa.. go and listen to the story teller,
if who really perasan, go and think silently, think back what you did recently.
thank you.

you,
also is you :)
i know you jealous for kind of long time.
smack all the thing around you. with your black face,
i know what you doing. i just act stupid.
but, can you think CAREFULLY,
i got my boyfriend already,
i just treat him, i mean, all the BOYS around me,
as brothers,
well, from now on.. i won't talk so much with boys anymore. even touch them.
男女授受不亲 :)


well, my boyfriend.
no matter what you all want to say, i know he is NOT HANDSOME.
don't like? shut your ****ing up and disappear in my life :)
i love him, and i do love him :3

you like handsome guy? like to see them? wish to be their soulmate?
well, none of my business.
don't talk to me about this, for me, it's useless.

about college? university, well.. EVERYDAY you talk those rubbish,
don't you feel boring? even you keep repeat all your word to everyone you know?
well, it's annoying -.-
you know? ANNOYING !!! -.-

complicated .

everything comes for a reason.
you walk into that way, so you should know that there are many rocks and wild animals over you and made your way more harder.
be strong and handle it.
i know you can. you're just too stress.
actually you no need to be stress.
when you really love him, just go to him. and only him. don't go to other guy.
boy hate girls to be flower heart.
i know.
and i really did that before,
believe me?
now i'm not anymore.
i'm tired.
i'm now just love him. be loyal to him.
我只想要简简单单的生活
i don't like 烦恼..
that's why i prefer to love him.
really love him.

today i went to school. honestly,
i went for badminton competition.
i lose. lose to my bestfriend.
kpy was so sad. because last year.
i know the feeling. totally sad.
i really don't want to talk about somebody today.
totally angry because of her. feel like slapping her infront of everyone.
about basketball, wei yong n tantan they all get second.. aww :/
but still get second :]
hope next year tantan can get first. i will go and support him de !
today chee fai's leg very pain :( but still continue the match.. haihh.. need a good rest :]
today half match, mia jiu back home le. tuition. with bad mood.
i was planning to walk with her until gate then visit kpy, mana la tau kena marah.
nvrm lerr.. she needs to be alone sometimes. sorry to be kepoh..
then i was really walk to blok baru and find kpy.. who knows that they went to san qiu qithout telling me.
fine. i was totally not in the mood because all people left me.
but luckily got chee fai, tantan, wei yong, james.. huisi.. yong qing.. yi wen.. they all accompany me..
thankyou :3
but at last i walk to san qiu and makan with them -.-
then i walk back to school. well, watch final final show.
but most of them not in mood also.. (they ruin my mood actually) -joking- =.=
theni went to jusco with weiyong they all. well, luckily got yong qing and yi wen accompany me.
only we 3 girls..
all boys.. we went to curry house..
i sit beside wei yong and we had some talk.. hmm.. but they makan until like very nice.. kinda hungry..
but i just bring rm6..so just drink ribena+lemon :3
then i walk walk with them , see they all at arcade playing.. hahaha.. so nice :]
then accompany tantan buy shoes.. pencil box .. aww :D
then chee fai and tantan accompany me back home. thanks.. :)
then when i reach home, wow,, busy man ><"  need to pack things so that mummy won't know that i went out :) bwahahaha.. i so bad -.-
sorry mummy..
really sorry..

as usual, message boyfriend, facebook-ing,watch tv :)
but now its time to sleep.
i hate stress. i hate somethings that will annoyed my life. thank you.
and you, please don't judge people anymore. you are not that good.
you just hold for your opinion, don't really listen to what other people's thinking.
don't be so confident. you will regret later.

and XXXX XXXX XX,
please don't stress yourself again.
you can be not so stress actually.
just let it go. all the things. you will feel the world much bigger and more oxygen to breathe.
let go before it's too late :]

good night
09072011

I HATE YOU

I HATE the way you look at people,
I HATE the way you talk bad about the people,
I HATE you feel so confident,
I HATE whenever we ask you go out you sure ask got handsome guy or not,
I HATE the way you criticism people
I HATE the way you talking so slow
I HATE you always giving a stupid opinion (something about love)
I HATE you being so emo
I HATE you always comparing people
I HATE the way you look at people
I HATE YOU TALK SOMETHING ABOUT MY BOYFRIEND


this is the 10 reason why i hate you :]

老公 ~

05072011

今天我们去了times square ~
天天都去那边的啦~
哈哈 :3
可是喜欢跟老公一起出去 :)
真的很开心 :)

嘻嘻~
改天再拍多点照片 :)
爱你噢~

对不起 ..

mia,
真的对不起..
应为今天的事 :(
姐姐不会离开你的 ..
放心..姐姐会永远在你身边的..
姐姐爱你噢~

今天一点就放学了..
可是要看这中二..
老师今天开会开到一点半..
中二的小孩子真的很不听话..
讨厌他们..
给他们搞到每什么心情了..

今天跟朋友们打羽毛球..
打到很开心..
可是真的很累..
明天可能也要陪他们打噢..
累累累..

有时真的很讨厌妈咪,
选那些不适合的时间来问那些问题..
心情真的很不好..
还要问多多..
不可以改天问吗..
真的很讨厌..

某某人，
有时我真的很讨厌你，
但是，
我每天都看到你很可怜，
所以才没有骂你，讲你...
可是，请你小心点讲话，
很容易得罪人的..
我的人耐心也有限的..
不要那么过分..
每天听你说话，
感觉到你很不顾人家的感受，
喜欢讲什么就讲什么..
你人真的很好..
只是嘴巴不好而已..
所以，
请你用你的大脑先才说话..
谢谢你.. -.-

妈咪啊妈咪~

今天妈咪买了榴莲给我吃~
妈咪每天都给人骗的..
买到不好的榴莲回来..
哈哈..
可怜啊~
改天还是回去大舅家吃榴莲吧~
哈哈哈...
大舅选的榴莲最好吃了~
好想念外婆家那边的榴莲啊~~~
可是吃太多不好..
热气~算了..久久吃一次~
嘻嘻~

(上网找的照片..妈咪买的榴莲没有将美~哈哈哈)

July~

trial coming soon !!! ><"
nervous man !!! gonna make it to be flying colours :D
so, July gonna be a very busy month :]
also will be the lack of money of the month !!! :(
5/7 - Chee Fai's Birthday
14/7 - Yanyan's birthday
25/7 - hubby's birthday
seminar perdagangan & ekonomi ...
walao .. i where to find those money to spend?!!!
nevermind laa -.- let it be natural :]

hey people,
i know you hate me. so what? i have no point to make your things spoil.
i din't even touch it since that things stay at my house.
but don't you worry. i will repair it and give you back originally.
but i prefer to make you hate me. just don't want you to know the truth.
so, i hate you :]

haihhh...
i tak sangka my tear still will drop because of him..
he today go Sabah le...
no more chance to meet him...
i should regret din't meet him yesterday..
but.....
nevermind baa..
everythings is about boy...
don't regret Arial,
don't give him hope...
you got kitkit already :]

LOL...
seriously, don't see me write like that..
i very love my husband wann...
hehhehheh...
but still got a lil feeling to zhibin laaa...
it will be more lesser day by day...
don't you worry :]
but,
HEY !
tell you one more time..
stop judging my boyfriend...
i din't judge your's ,
please don't judge mine !!!
he is belongs to mine..
not yours...
THANK YOU ...

you want to desperate is your hal~
not mine.. because i always happy go lucky..
seriously you still don't really know what is love..
maybe that's what you think..
but you haven't see much of these things...
so you don't really understand what is love..
so stop complaining..
appreciate it...
don't keep judge people..
it will be better for you.. :]

love Papparich :3

今天的晚餐妈咪带我去papparich吃
那个地方好浪漫噢~
真的~
我跟妈咪吃同样的东西
nasi lemak papparich ..
真的很好吃..
很久没有吃了..
我喝了红豆冰..
妈咪喝红豆+cendol+soya..
然后就坐在那边跟妈咪聊天..
聊了很多东西..
真的很开心..
妈咪，谢谢你..
不是应为你带我来这边吃，
是应为你了解我..
所以，
妈咪，我爱你 :3

猪猪和星星 :3

朋友告诉了我一件事情，
真的.. 如果我在现场，
我一定会骂死他的
你，没资格批评我.
你自己也好不到那里去..
我也承认我也不是个好人..
可是先生，
我那里得罪你啊?
说我看不起你..
我到现在还想不到是什么意思..
我几时看不起你，
我到现在都不懂我做错了什么东西
还有，十个月了..
我这一生人没看过像你这样小气的人..
无理取闹的人..
我也不要想这样多了..
说多了也没有意义...
读好我的书，
懒的理你..
无聊的人..


今天的欣欣很开心 ^^
应为他有那么疼他的老公 :3
我不管他帅不帅，
只要他爱我就可以了..
某某人说我没眼光，
没关系...应为我看男生不是看他的样子，
而是看他的心..
他是我的男朋友，
不是你们的..
你没资格批评他..
除非你找到十全十美的男生给我看..
不然，请你离我们远一点..
不要说那么多东西..
应为我爱他..


SPM要来了..
本小姐要好好的加油..
我要证明给你们看，
我也可以做到的..
虽然我成绩没有你们这样好，
但我会好好的努力的..


tired jorr laa..
now this is my last post about mm song geh people..
next time i won't post jorr..
because i know we are childish..
we haven't mature.. our brain still don't know how to think..
in future, we will know what is right and what is wrong..
now, its just because of jealousy of friendship and relationship only..
please do stop complaining about her..
she always cry because of you..
seriously..


nevermind :3
it will be better in the future :3
some advise from old people :)

think before do anything (stop being childish)
forgive and forget (after we forgive, then we can forget what we have done)
sharing is caring (don't be too selfish)

this is what i always learn from my mummy :)
mummy i love you ..! muackss <3

xinxin

今天 :]

今天学校真的是有很多节目
有人来我学校拍戏
话语学会有歌唱比赛
我有参加噢~
还好啦..
可是，我差点想哭出来了..
那首歌，
累了..
让我想起了他..
他真的让我很累了..
算了，
过去了..
就不要再想了..
可是，
今天真的有人哭了..
我不想说是谁..
可是，
你们也不要再那么冷了好吗？
真的累了..
看到全部人都那么痛苦..
何必呢？
算了吧...
learn,
sharing is caring.
forgive and forget :]

对不起

我，已经搞砸了我自己的人生．
但，我会好好的活下来．
看看这个美好的世界．
我就是我，
郑紫欣

你，
突然又在出现在我的世界里
我还记得，
当你是我男友的时候，
我真的很爱你
我真的以为你是我最后一个了
但你却抛弃了我
当时，我哭了．．
但我们再会一起
你答应我
不会在离开我了
可是，不到一个月
你又再一次的抛弃了
你还叫我不要再等你了
我心碎了
哭也哭不出来了
但你现在又要回我
你当我是什么啊
你这样让我很痛苦
让我很辛苦
对不起，我真的做不到
我们还是做回朋友吧

今天
妈咪跟猪猪见面了
好紧张噢
也好期待
但今天的digi傻了
不能跟猪猪信息..
伤心
可是，
妈咪跟猪猪有好多话讲噢..
我只好坐在旁边听他们聊了..

开心开心 <3
猪猪我爱你